A Godseed Sprouting "His Writing Is So Utterly Personal That It Becomes Universal"

Becoming visible to myself

April 8

You’ve probably noticed that sometimes I write very close to “myself,” that is, the role character of Rahikainen that I portray in this human play. I reveal Rahikainen’s most secret fears and anxieties, everything that we are used to covering up like dogs their shit in heaps of dirt. Everything that keeps my role-ridden character in that pile stinking of anxiety. The further I go in revealing my whole role character, the less nothing scares me and the more glimpses of joy, light and love that I sense to be my real self begin to come through.

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All Leaders Lead Us Astray

January 21

Yesterday the leader of the world’s largest and most powerful nation was changed. A “bad” leader, despised and hated by almost the whole world, was replaced by a “good” leader desired by almost everybody. Now all is well and our new leader is about to lead us towards an ever more beautiful and wonderful world, towards the fulfillment of all our hopes. – That’s how it looks like, but is it really that simple?

Yesterday was also a day of great disappointment. Many people around the world had believed and hoped that the previous leader would have been the savior of the world they longed for, that is, the one who would reveal and destroy all the evil seemingly ruling our world. Until the last moment thousands and thousands of people maintained their hope that the old leader would destroy all the evil that has plagued the world with one commandment of his and deliver us all from evil. – Well, that’s not what happened…

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You Have Arrived

January 4

You have arrived, when you no longer have anything to defend, or you no longer imagine you are any structure or form either in your mind or in your world out there. You have arrived, when you identify yourself with the creative source behind all shapes and structures. You are there, when you sense yourself beyond all and everything you can perceive. And when you have arrived, you can only love… 

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Christmas within you

December 21

At Christmas, families gather together to share the festive moment with a joint atmospheric and hearty meal. Christmas is a celebration of well-being that sometimes bounces off of hands and turns into a pressure cooker that brings to life all possible fears and anxieties buried in the hustle and bustle of everyday life. Christmas is a challenging celebration! 

We are living right now in a welfare state that has bounced off and turned into a pressure cooker of distressing fear, where reaction after reaction, the pressure only grows higher. The world around us that we have learned to trust as a benevolent Mother State is turning into a carrier of ever increasing horror of fear. It is frighteningly solidifying around us like some Christmases gone wrong in our memories.

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Do what you need to do!

December 19

No one else can ever know what you need to do, no one else can live your life. You are freedom itself, an unlimited universe playing in the sandbox of finite matter and time. 

You are born into this world with certain trace emotions. They have been stored in the memory of your mind, or soul, and they have led you to choose the very parents and the very country and culture that will bring forth and display the unfinished emotional experiences stored in your soul. 

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The Mother of All Conspiracies

December 5

I received a concerned message from someone close to me. In his opinion, I had got too deeply immersed in the delusional worlds of conspiracy theories and thus he finished the message with the following words: “I do not know how I could help you, but I’m here if one day you find out that the conspiracy theories of the world no longer offer enough content for your life.” 

A friendly and well-meaning offer, don’t you think? But how could I give up studying the conspiracy theories, when I am just about to reveal the most impressive of all conspiracies, the mother of them all? It’s the ultimate conspiracy which is the source of all the others. 

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Pastafarians, pirates and us – all the same!

September 13

Pastafarians, or those who carry a pasta strainer on their heads, believe that we all originate from pirates. They also believe that climate change takes place because the number of pirates has gone down, and they even have statistics to prove this. 

As I was feeling the full sweetness of my world in my rocking chair this morning, I realized the pastafarians were both right and wrong, just like people in general. They believe we used to be pirates, but actually we are still pirates, and that is why everything is messed up and we are about to destroy our whole planet, and surely ourselves at the same time.

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Space Is Everywhere – Even In You and Me

September 12

Space is the expanded room where everything takes place and everything is. Space is in you, even though it is momentarily delimited by the shapes, cells, and atoms of your body,. Space is where all your experiences take place and where you are. I am in the same space, also defined for the moment by the same physical racial, cultural, religious and cognitive borders of state. Only in space are we one, you and me, all one.

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We Use Power To Control Our Own Fears

September 3

Since hardly anyone in this world of deprivation feels they have got enough money or love, those basic elixirs of life, we use power to gain and control both of them. In this way, we govern relationships, families, associations, companies, parties, municipalities and kingdoms, as well as those transnational corporations and organizations that have power over all the others. All of them are led by people who yearn for more love, money and power, because they are still governed by their own black hole of lack. They have not got enough!

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Lack Is The Serpent of Our Paradise

September 2

I am the fullness of eternal life, the holy field of universe existing only in this present moment and everywhere. I am aware of the paradise, which once began the creation thus: In the beginning was the joy that sang and created…

I have traveled a long distance in my own illusions of lack, and fought to get from my peers all that I believed I was missing. I’ve longed for love, or what I am, ultimately. In my illusion of separation I have longed to be replenishment through another human being, though her body, her mind and her love. I have mirrored my own imaginary separation to those others, and thought that I could get from her or him what I feel like missing like the softness of a woman, the hardness of a man or something else worth longing. I have aimed at the moon in the sky :)🙂

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I am a blob of Life living as a human being. Just like you. A blob of Life that has chosen to experience its own creation in this toughest of all worlds, the Earth. And in order to experience this world of matter fully Life needs to clothe itself in the stuff of the Earth or create a body vehicle for itself. That is what you see, but that is not who I am.

My body is called Klaus Rahikainen. It was born in Helsinki, Finland. It has served me well through all of my adventures towards the point of remembrance, towards the moment when the Life that I am, and have always been, becomes realized in myself as a man. The moment when all the veils of human illusion are lifted and Oneness of Life is fully awakened in the mind, the soul and the body of a man. A Godseed has sprouted.

These pages contain the developing story of Life’s awakening in a man. The stories and insights with the heading “Just a Thought” give the background and the tools of awakening and the new postings describe the evolution of the new divine consciousness in a new world of wonder. It is all yours, just as it is all mine, in Life.