I attended a Quaker meeting today for the first time in my life and thus spent an hour sitting in a silent circle with eight other people. During that time I eventually experienced a profound sense of being a happy failure, a sense that was also translated into tremors of joy traveling through the whole of my body. I opened to the emptiness of Life Itself within the circle, I touched the Space of Joy within me. Read the rest of this entry »

I am one of the original pulses of spiraling creation arising from the center-point of focus right smack in the centre of God. I am one of infinite answers to God’s primal question: Who am I? My whole descent down the ladder of ever slowing vibration is an ongoing answer, a definition of what God is. I am a God’s thought finally expressing itself as matter in a material world, I am Love itself learning to express itself also in a human form, also through the almost deadly stillness of material vibration of the body.

I have filled the net of my mind with fish of my experiences, I am burdened by all the wisdom of my experiences; I need to take my catch back to God, to report back to the Source from where I once started my journey so that creation can start a new round enriched by all that I have learned on my long sojourn into forgetfulness. I am ready to return back to God. Read the rest of this entry »

I’ve been dying all my life, my whole life is a long process of dying. And so is yours! Dying is what we do, dying is what we are trained and geared for, we are dying to die. Our whole life, the entire human society is circling around the hidden magnet of death just like our galaxy is circling around a huge black hole. Death is the common goal hidden right in the middle of the galaxy of our human world. Read the rest of this entry »

Alussa on ajatus – kaikkeus sinussa itsessäsi  is my 11th book and the first one published by a publisher, Basam Books in Finland. The co-operation with them resulted in a polished pearl of a book containing the essence of what can be said of our life and our personal relation to it. The book is a revelation, a vision of a new world to come, a world built upon the mysterious beauty, love and wisdom carrying us all.

The universe, Life or God exists in all of us, we can never escape it or get outside of it. We have just had a bad habit of ignoring it and trying to cope and survive entangled in a world wide web of our individual and shared fears. It is time to shed those fears and step right back into the Core of God within each and everyone of us. This book shows you the way within!

http://www.basambooks.com/kirja/9789522602015/alussa-on-ajatus/#.Up3SxY2i3Yw

This unique poem is written by my late wife who never wrote another poem in English. She died some 20 months ago after a long fight against cancer. Her vision of divine companionship is finally being realized. Thank you, Lena, for your inspiring words!

Eternity calls to me
as a long forgotten friend
So far so near Read the rest of this entry »

Some of you may have wondered what has happened to me. Why has he not written anything for several months? The answer is that I have been busy living my dreams, or realizing that which I have envisioned in my writings.

My last post ”Yearning For My Love In You” from July was a crucial cleansing of my mind and soul from all yearning to meet someone who would love me. Through writing that piece I truly realized that love has always been in me, it is the life-force itself carrying me in all of my adventures. It is what I am. Read the rest of this entry »

Your personality is glued together with your fears, with those rigid modes of behavior that define your field of action. Your fears give you a map of your world, the realities that you allow for yourself, and for your neighbors. Your fears of death, failure, poverty, ugliness, sickness or nothingness give your life a focus, a reason and a purpose; you just try to get as far away as possible from everything you are afraid of! Read the rest of this entry »

A friend of mine wrote this to me when I was once again veering off from the What Is. A reminder of what I AM, and you are:

There is no mystery, I stand naked before you, for your eyes to see if only your mind will allow.
I AM here. There is nothing hidden. ALL you see Is Me. I AM the All that is.
All you can’t see Is Me. I Am the All that isn’t. Read the rest of this entry »

The spirit of the Village of Light is clear and simple, the inhabitants acknowledge their own power and worth. They know that Life is in their hands, the world dependent upon their mind. The inhabitants are a varied lot of all sizes, all abilities and all ages. They are all equal and sovereign rulers of their of own life, ready to share joyfully this common game of life and ready to be challenged to realize all that  eventually can be accomplished, and more. They all know that life is an adventure, that they themselves are the main star of their own life, the centerpoint of their own reality. They are ready for all playful joys, ready to examine together the peace that only arises from their own heart. Love is their greatest law, joy the ruler of their life and a big wide grin the best way to recognize them. Read the rest of this entry »