You have identified yourself far too long with bodies, structures, nations and ideologies that are all born to grow and then die in time. You are none of what you have cherished for so long! You are none of that which you have lived for, suffered for and died for! Your time as a time-bound being is up!

You have thought, believed and imagined that life is something that takes place between birth and death. You were born through the painful contractions of your mother, which forced you to leave your watery paradise, where you just got to enjoy life while all your needs were taken care of. But you lost that paradise and were pushed into a world of bright lights and uncertain hands. And you learned to be afraid as you could never be quite certain whether you needs would be taken care of as even the most caring parents had their bad or just clumsy moments with you. You were brought up to be uncertain. Read the rest of this entry »

This vision arose while I was listening A Course in Miracles teacher David Hoffmeister’s newest teaching “The Answer to Every Problem” from 21^st Nov 2019. I sensed a temporal timeline of my personal past reaching through me to create my future. I saw my human experience of problems upon problems extending and creating time along which I have kept on trying to resolve my human miseries, fears, anxieties without ever reaching the end. And neither has anybody else done it. Only the death of my body has always come in the end, and my painful past has then been repeated as an equally painful future. The mill of miseries has kept grinding on…

In Finnish there happens to be a saying “Sama vika Rahikaisella!”, which is used as an exclamation after you have done something stupid, meaning that you are not the only one to do so as Rahikainen has also made the same mistake. I am the one! Read the rest of this entry »

Once upon time on a regular grey day I was walking along the main street of a nearby town. The day was cloudy, people were rushing about in their daily business while cars and buses were swishing back and forth. Everything was quite normal.

Then something happened or took place in my mind. Suddenly I felt like I was carried by millions of energy lines touching me from all the possible directions of space. I was buoyed in the bosom of something invisible, something beyond of what I saw and what my senses were bringing in. Read the rest of this entry »

I was born with the set of emotions that had brought my previous life to an end. I was born with the residue of my past, with a mind-set that is like a time-bomb ticking away on my waist. The time of my death was already set before my birth, and my only way out of this predestined life was through acceptance of the bomb I was carrying on my person. Only by daring to look at it squarely and honestly could I ever dismantle the bomb. The bomb consists of my unconscious and denied emotions, which I have never dared to look at and thus bring to conclusion and wisdom. It is built upon the shadows of my mind, upon my unwillingness to face myself and my own emotional heritage. Read the rest of this entry »

Just a week ago I was on the brink of death. I went out to the beautiful forests around our house to clear the heavy thoughts of death and destruction hanging in my mind. But instead of getting cleared as usual those thoughts became only worse; for the first time ever my beloved forest became a dark dungeon alluring me with death. My life’s work had come to nothing, my writing had hardly touched anybody and my dream of fully shared love had just about vanished from my marriage. I was finished. I could just fall down and die, find my peace lying on the mosses of this great forest. Life was just too much for me… Read the rest of this entry »

These past days a Finnish word ”sovitusuhri” has popped up in my mind. It has insistently tried to tell me something, something immensely important, I have felt. I tried to find the English translation of the word, but could not google it the normal way. In Finnish ”uhri” is sacrifice and ”sovitus” is atonement! This I found out just now when I looked up the word! Etymologically atonement comes from at-one-ment, to be one with something. What could that One be? Read the rest of this entry »

Alussa on ajatus – kaikkeus sinussa itsessäsi  is my 11th book and the first one published by a publisher, Basam Books in Finland. The co-operation with them resulted in a polished pearl of a book containing the essence of what can be said of our life and our personal relation to it. The book is a revelation, a vision of a new world to come, a world built upon the mysterious beauty, love and wisdom carrying us all.

The universe, Life or God exists in all of us, we can never escape it or get outside of it. We have just had a bad habit of ignoring it and trying to cope and survive entangled in a world wide web of our individual and shared fears. It is time to shed those fears and step right back into the Core of God within each and everyone of us. This book shows you the way within!

http://www.basambooks.com/kirja/9789522602015/alussa-on-ajatus/#.Up3SxY2i3Yw

Last week I visited the Finnish capital, Helsinki. I had with me a couple of my books, you know the “Just a Thought” that I released last November. I knew it is a good book, a book worthy of a wider audience than the one I alone can create for it. I also knew that there was somebody in that city waiting for me and my book, somebody who was drawing me towards him/her the way a fisher draws a fish hooked on his bait. Read the rest of this entry »

I just came home from a wondrous journey into mysteries of the Ancient Egypt. I traveled together with a truly uplifting group of people. The general tone of being was that of Love and Oneness.

One day after we had traveled the whole day back and forth through the desert our coach had just arrived at Aswan airport where we would take a night flight back to Cairo. Our driver was a pure epitome of Egyptian friendliness, love just emanated from his being. He had driven us for several days and our ways would now part. I wanted to thank him for his part of making our journey such a success. Read the rest of this entry »