April 30

Yesterday was the first warm day of spring. I sat in the yard swing in the evening and was at peace with everything. And then I saw what this is all about. Everything is so simple and clear. 

During the day I had heard dizzying stories about people who had yearned, wanted, and longed for some things. Their will had eventually come true exactly as they had desired, and their sorrows had grown exponentially. They had suffered the consequences of their own will. Just like me. 

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