October 20

20170619_172401I wanted to do better than my parents, I wanted to find the truth of what life actually is. Some 40 years ago I swore that I would do it, I’ll make it. Both of my parents yearned for truth and suffered while yearning, and ended up dying relatively young. Both of them obviously had their moments of truth, moments when their yearning stopped for awhile and they were one with the Creation, whatever that is. And now I can see that my description of their life actually applies to myself as well, except that I have not died yet. In spite of my will I have basically lived just as they did, the only difference being in the amount of education and material wealth that I have gained. I’ve still been stuck in the same rut. Read the rest of this entry »