July 23

imagesI have not written anything in my blog for almost a year. I have not had anything to write. For over five years I had written here about my painful experiences of life. It all started in spring 2012 when my wife Lena had just died after six and a half years struggle with breast cancer and left me alone with our seven year old daughter. My method of living and writing was to let the pain (caused by whatever!) build up to such proportions that I could not bear it anymore. Then by spilling my pain on the paper, or the screen, I was then able to find a way through it and to resolve it. This created the infamous Rahikainen method of orgastic release of recurring pains. Read the rest of this entry »