I was born with the set of emotions that had brought my previous life as a human being to an end. I was born with the residue of my past, with a mind-set that is like a time-bomb ticking away on my waist. The time of my death was already set before my birth, and my only way out of this predestined life was to first to accept that I actually did carry the bomb on my person and then to dare to look at it squarely and honestly to find a way to dismantle the bomb. The bomb actually consists of my unconscious and denied emotions, which I have never dared to look at and thus bring to conclusion and wisdom. It is built upon the shadows of my mind, upon my unwillingness to face myself and my own heritage. Read the rest of this entry »

See Me
Feel Me
Touch Me
Heal Me

All through my life I have sung this song, this song of yearning, of yearning to be loved, to be accepted just as I am. And I have sung it in vain, I’ve never met anybody who could have fully filled my yearning heart. My humanity has been left aching…

Just a moment ago I saw another possibility, a turning of tables that left my being with a fulfilled awe of revelation. What if the singer is not the ”black hole” of my yearning humanity, but the creative source of Life itself calling me back home, back home to the presence of God that has never truly left me? Read the rest of this entry »

I am God. I am. I have always been, and always will. I am all and everything, nothing and all that there is. I am whole and holy, unlimited and full. I am all that exists and all that has not yet come to be. I am all that has been, all that can ever be. There is nothing but me; there is no other, nothing outside of me, no outside. Read the rest of this entry »

My new book “A Little Book of God” is now ready for delivery. It is a great little book with full of pointers towards the living mystery of God within you. It can be a grand tool of remembrance for you.

Writing and working with this Little Book of God brought me back to contact with God within. It reminded me of what I have always been, God clothed in a human form for the joys of creation and for the fun of making known the unknown, whether the unknown is in the unconscious patterns of my own past or in the yet unknown possibilities of my future. Read the rest of this entry »

The spirit of the Village of Light is clear and simple, the inhabitants acknowledge their own power and worth. They know that Life is in their hands, the world dependent upon their mind. The inhabitants are a varied lot of all sizes, all abilities and all ages. They are all equal and sovereign rulers of their of own life, ready to share joyfully this common game of life and ready to be challenged to realize all that  eventually can be accomplished, and more. They all know that life is an adventure, that they themselves are the main star of their own life, the centerpoint of their own reality. They are ready for all playful joys, ready to examine together the peace that only arises from their own heart. Love is their greatest law, joy the ruler of their life and a big wide grin the best way to recognize them. Read the rest of this entry »

The root of our ignorance lies in the first act of creation, in the first ever movement of that mysterious being called God, or whatever. You know, that which has no beginning or end. The One.

For in a sacred moment of creation the One asked the very first question: Who am I? The deep focused contemplation of that question eventually focused the energies of the One upon itself, upon a point of being within the vastness of what is. A focus-point of creation was created, the One had started an inquiry into its own ignorance of what it could be. Read the rest of this entry »

I dreamed and wrote down the following lucid dream some twenty years ago. I tell it to you as a prelude to another meeting by the Gate of Heavens that happened just a moment ago during my nightly walk into the divinity that I am.

”The silent darkness of a dream in the narrow lanes of an unknown town. I am walking alone having just left a deserted cafe. The cafe was plain, clean and simple. Bare lights, practical tables and chairs, nothing much else.

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Right behind all your struggles, fears and anxieties lies the sweet God Spot, the original G-spot that we have vainly sought from the depths of the female body. Whenever you realize the futility of your stressful struggles to become, to win or to know the right answer or action you touch the sweet bliss of the G-spot. Whenever you relax your fears pretending to be you you open up the G-spot of your mind. Whenever you accept the whole of what you are you awaken the God Spot. Whenever you sincerely ask yourself the ultimate question: To be a past person or a present God? you ignite the present bliss of Now. Whenever…Now!

I woke up this morning with full understanding of how and why our world looks like it looks today and what is my individual relationship to all of it. I saw the beauty of creation flowing down from the Source through ever widening pyramidal funnels of Creation. I also saw how a little group of fearful people is desperately trying to imitate this natural and divine form of creation for their own shortsighted benefit. They have created a pyramidal structure of power where they have replaced the unlimited Love of the Creator by the unlimited Greed of the Usurper. Read the rest of this entry »

Do you ever find your mind churning upon some totally insignificant issue? Just going round and round about something like your tongue ever seeking the new cavity in the perfect line of your teeth. The issue may be about the time you failed to say the ”right thing” in a conversation or you almost crashed in another car or just failed to notice the reduced price of a product or you sold something you regret or whatever…The issue does not really matter at all, but the churning or repetition itself matters as well as the emotion that is hiding behind the issues. The emotion that remains the same irrespective of the issues. Read the rest of this entry »